im going to me honest in this thread on how ive been feeling lately it may be very sad so im sorry and there will be tw on then
tw // hurt (?)

lately ive been feeling as if i cant do really anything right and it feels like ive been punched in the chest and all the breath just knocked out of me whenever i say something without thinking completely
tw // suicide

my thoughts dont get to me enough to do anything but i do wonder what it would be like if "left" very often and i wonder how many of my friends (online cause i have maybe 1 or two irl) would actually care and how fast people would get over it
tw // sad

i want to cry so so bad some times and yes i can say im crying but rhat means mentally cause i cant really get tears to come out and i just want them to because it hurts not being able to
tw // sad

i feel so alone even though i know i have all of you but when i think about how fast that can go away it hurts even more and once again i want to cry... but i cant because physically nothing will come out
tw // giving up , suicide (?)

some times i want to give up so bad and i just want all of the pain away because i feel like im not good at anything and i cant be what everyone wants to be
my mom wants me to be a teacher or doctor or president but i just wanna be a photographer or youtuber but i dont wanna upset anyone else even if it means upsetting myself
and i try so hard to just laugh through things but it hurts alot
sorry if i repeated things or didnt make sense im sorta all over the place
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