i’m gonna be honest with y’all and say i cry every time i think about my gender identity and sexuality. i genuinely get so confused it gives me headaches sometimes. and i hate hATE H A T E when people tell me “oh take ur time u don’t need to know it now u have ur whole life ahead

of u” my brain doesn’t work like that. i need to know now so i can be stable. i don’t like not knowing. and my family are trying to help me through it and ask questions to make me feel more comfortable about it but everything just overwhelms me to the point where i say fuck it

and distract myself from thinking about it for multiple days in a row. and it doesn’t help that people younger and older than me already know themselves and who they are and who they’re attracted to/comfortable with so i get jealous and beat myself up about it.

don’t dm me or quote rt this thread trying to give advice or comfort me bc i really don’t want to interact with anyone about it i just wanted to get it off my chest. these are just 4am thoughts. ignore me. happy scrolling everyone