I feel so lost all the time, I don’t know what’s going on anymore man. I just want to not exist anymore, I wish I could just sleep forever ugh. I have no motivation to do anything anymore, just waiting until I fail school at this point

i want to die

No one would care if I just disappeared off the face of the planet at this point. I think I should just stop playing dumb with the world and do it

I feel a little better now, I just wrote a huge passage between an interaction of two of my ocs. It’s bad to get stuck in my world again, but it’s my safe space and I cannot escape it

nvm, i regret everything

i wish I mattered but i dont

Im glad i never made any real friends, i would have hurt them anyway

If anyone finds this thread, im sorry, i just probably made 2020 worse for you