when i’m drunk i’m usually a fun and clingy drunk but at the moment i am alone with my thoughts so i’ll turn sad

living through all my insecurities... being too unfunny, too uninteresting, too normal, too unloveable, too... everything. just not worth it. just not worth love. it’s not like anyone gives a shit anyway probably

idk i just think no one would ever go to all lengths to talk to me... to love me... just a nice thing to have on the side but never necessary

i‘m afraid of loving too much, that ‚me‘ just isn’t enough of love...

conclusion i guess: anni is fun when drunk but when drunk alone not;;; but you won’t see her drunk like this so 10/10 would recommend getting drunk with her