i would love to know why i live in fear of making a helmet for a cosplay and then wanting to make more things after that

like hhhh i miss sculpture classes full of people bouncing ideas off each other and steam workshops in basements of libraries and science labs too late in the evenings

notebooks full of scribbles and measurements and doodles? figuring out how to make things possible? failing a bunch? new plans + new approaches? building over and over and over and over? using my hands to create beyond a drawing or painting?

this thread is just me having adhd + wanting to create again pls ignore me chdnd