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as a baby-l, this is how exo changed my life: a thread 
i've dealt with anxieties and ~depression~ since i was at the age of 16. i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder type 2 when i was 17. my life have always been cloudy; not knowing whether the sun will shine or if it's going to rain
i experienced my first heartbreak when my hs sweetheart for 3 years left me for his best friend. we were also having financial problems and it came to a point where in my family, my mom's family, stopped talking to us
tw: suicide
my parents never knew that i'm diagnosed with bipolar disorder. i was an only child and i've dealt with my problems alone. i tried to take my own life several times because life isn't going right anymore
my parents never knew that i'm diagnosed with bipolar disorder. i was an only child and i've dealt with my problems alone. i tried to take my own life several times because life isn't going right anymore
tw: suicide/self harm
my wrists are filled with battle scars. i'm not trying to romanticize self harm in any way but the fact that i'm still here right now, gives me hope that there will really be better days ahead
my wrists are filled with battle scars. i'm not trying to romanticize self harm in any way but the fact that i'm still here right now, gives me hope that there will really be better days ahead
fast forward to me being 
twenteen i was bored this quarantine and there were no comebacks from rv and twice just finished a cb. so i thought why not try listening to some boy groups. it was 1 bv era when i decided to listen to exo
twenteen i was bored this quarantine and there were no comebacks from rv and twice just finished a cb. so i thought why not try listening to some boy groups. it was 1 bv era when i decided to listen to exo
when i listened to 1 bv, i said "oh okay interesting". i only knew chanyeol bcs he sang that goblin ost tas sabi ko ampogi nung kasama ni yeol. ok ok try uli ako ng isa pang mv
the second mv i watched was growl and goddamn i didn't know that my life was gonna turn upside down at that point. i was amazed by the artistry of that mv then i started watching more tHEN BEFORE I KNEW IT I WAS ALL OVER THEM 
i started watching variety shows and different concert vids. that's when i decided i need to stan harder so i made a stan twt 
i met a lot of people and made a lot of friends here. you all know who you are, i love you.
i met a lot of people and made a lot of friends here. you all know who you are, i love you.
i still deal with a lot of anxieties up to this date but i learned to organize them better. exo's music brought me healing. after a long time since i was 16, my heart felt at ease
every time i feel like an anxiety is going to bring me down i remember jongdae's angel face, sehun's laugh, baekhyun's smile, chanyeol being a happy virus that he is, minseok's aegyo, junmyeon's warmth towards us, jongin's dorkiness, yixing being a babie & kyungsoo being kyungsoo
so you can't blame me if i'll fight everyone who decides to take this boy's happiness. thank you exo for your music and all the happiness and laughter you gave me.
thank you for bringing out the sun in this gloomy life. thank you for being my safe haven, exo. mamahalin at ipaglalaban ko kayo, palagi. @weareoneEXO
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