The 282 and 79 gap would always hunt me in my nightmares.

It took me a month to recover from the feeling of "almost there" & doubted myself so many times coz I could've work harder to vote & stream.

I hope more MOAs will start to take this seriously
@TXT_members @TXT_bighit

I remember fanbases not resting enough just to remind everyone to vote and stream.

But it actually made me cry when a lot of people discredited their efforts and the sleeps they had to skip just to give the best they can for TXT

I know it, I was there, I was with them, I saw how stressed and demotivated they are, but they always tried to smile and cheer everyone.

They got a lot of hate, got criticized.

People demanded streaming parties from them and when they do, they get less engagements

I'm serious when I said it hunted me for several nights, I often blamed myself for not doing the best of my best but I couldn't

Coz no matter how hard we try to encourage everyone, we also got demotivated at times

People think managing a fanbase is a piece of cake, most of us are working alone, some of us wakes up at 1am to 5am in the morning just to attent meetings coz we need to deal with timezone differences.

Im just a boy and its funny how I literally cried over this thing, other people would think it's a small thing, but for me, the least that I can do for TXT is to vote and stream them.

Their level of dedication is insane, they sacrificed a lot to get where they want to be.

Yes they are against a senior group, so its normal to be proud. But for some, it's actually a big disappointment, a lot of us really spent hours to collects points to catch up with the gaps.

It feels different when you dedicated so much & when you got the results, its so close

We are also human, we are not bots, we also get offended, we have emotions and we can't always ignore every hate tweets and dms.

There's a limit on how many hours we can stay awake, we also have personal life just like you but we extract the most free time we can to dedicate it to txt

I know its different for others. But if you can help, if you can stream and vote.. even once. Please do

A single stream is big if all of us will stream.

Doesn't mean other people work 4 times means you will leave the work to them. If you can, please participate

And if you will ask me, I havent bought a single album yet but I do my best to make up for the streams coz thats where i can really help.

I plan to buy albums but can't find the right timing.

You can still help even if you cant contribute in sales or through money.