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I met an old schoolmate of mine at kenduri. He was walking opposite me and once he looked at me, he made that gemuk motion with his arms where he widened it. Havent seen him in years. I was so stunned that I immediately went back home and cried while iâm driving.
Another time when i saw this unimate at an event where she said this to me with a loud voice, âFARAH KAU DAH NAIK BADAN KAN?!â some sort of the line. It was at a booth with a lot of people that time.
That time when someone met me at an event and whispered to her friend, âbesar kan dia tu?â. Again this was at an event with a lot of people. I was devastated.
I once had a panic attack in my car when i had to go to utc sentul to pick up my passport cz that is where my old neighbourhood was. I was afraid that i might ran into people that i knew from high school and they would say or do something like that guy.
I hated going to public places. I always stayed in my room cz it can get too overwhelming for me cz sometimes i get flashbacks. Going to the store, going to events is too much for me.
Remember when that old fashion woman said âkalau berat lebih 60kg tak payah pergi fashion showâ? Yeah, thatâs of of the reasons i hardly ever go to any except to support my close friendâs show.
When there are dms and questions asking me how to deal with peopleâs scrutiny, i always tried my best to advice them to ignore cz thatâs what i eventually did after years of being shamed. But that doesnât mean iâm fully healed. It takes time.
Ni semua cerita lamaaaa. Sekarang i dah tak pergi langsung kenduri ke apa ke yang ada mereka2 ni. Chin up people, there will be better and good days ahead of you 
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Semalam i emo the whole day so i called my friend to go shopping and ended up beli handbag. Muahahahahhahahah. Your happiness is more important than these people https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="âđ»" title="Siegeshand (heller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Siegeshand (heller Hautton)">
Ahhh so this is why. I muted this just now. I think dah boleh tulis note here. I do not allow screenshots of this tweet to be posted on any socmedia platform. Haritu dah kena siakap keli sekali cukuplah https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen">
