This thread has been boiling in me for a long time now

I’ve wanted something with significant weight

Something universally relatable to men on the path

Here is the greatest lesson I needed to learn, before discovering the truth of who I really am

THREAD

The majority of people you will know in this lifetime will unknowingly be living out lives that their subconscious mind has created for them, enabling them to learn particular lessons that ultimately guides them out of the traumatic energy that they are unconsciously caught in

In other words, most people are living literal fantasy worlds because they were traumatized in their youth by unconscious parents (just means parents who don’t truly love themselves). Trauma disconnects flow/authenticity. So most of humanity is disconnected from source/love

Personally, I was born into a wealthy family, run by a man who’d always desired being the alpha because he knew that was his role. Yet, this person hasn’t observed their trauma because their ego had gone on to overlook said trauma via beliefs like “I am the fucking man.” Untrue.

A tyrant is a man who seeks control via fear, suggesting he has yet to discover enlightenment/authenticity. He’s still a child. He’s locked in the past. It’s all fake but people give in because it’s a scary energy

A TRUE KING loves unconditionally and is GRACEFUL

Grace vs. Fear

As the child of a tyrant, I didn’t know any better. Tyrants feed their children beliefs like “you are literally better than everyone on earth, so just go do it” rather than guiding child to see TRUTH in themselves. Instead, they’re fed belief systems, which don’t hold much w8.

So I grew up thinking I was the best but FEELING like a fraud. I knew something was ‘off’ my entire life because, when I’d sit down at the piano which literally requires being in the present moment, I’d be able to recognize peace vs. the type-A mind

What was missing in my development? Why did I know I could be the Man but felt like such a child?

The truth. The truth was missing. Id been taught by a liar

Liars avoid pain, so they never feel the real fire needed to grow

No real substance

You’re a fake, a fraud, an illusion

In my mid 20s, I started looking within but not wholly. I knew there was a mountain I’d have to move, to become the man I deeply wanted to

I knew I was going to have to die before I died, after the years of telling my self so many lies about who I was, just for a fkn illusion

It took a beautiful woman to dump my fake ass (first time ever) for me to realize I was a POS

Yeah I was jacked, musical, great at making people feel good and high

But inside me? I had no idea who I was. I was lost in a maze of endlessly fake thoughts

That is hell on earth.

One day, I said enough

Absolutely fuck all of this noise

I’m going to die one day

Nothing matters more than finding out who I really am

No matter how much people try to convince me otherwise

So I asked god to allow me to die before I died

In order to truly live

And in that moment, I realized that the ultimate mistake I had made in my perception of reality, since my birth, was that I was literally my thought complex.

Narcissists believe this too

They only see the self

Endlessly projecting their subjective delusion

Realizing this, I was left belief-less, thought-less

For the first time in my entire life, I found myself in true silence

But I wasn’t just ‘in’ true silence..

Trippy as hell but my awareness became aware of itself as awareness and ‘I’ realized myself AS the silence

Ego death.

The removal of delusion that is born from trauma, as trauma ultimately deludes the clear lens of consciousness and guides us to project a subjective, false reality back out at the world until then necessary lessons are learned and we find ourselves at the zero state

At the zero state, which would be the ‘you’ that you are when you meditate to the point of seeing that there really never was a ‘meditator’, you’re able to have clarity in hindsight and to see the ‘mis-take’ in your previously unconscious perception of what is

Being in this state is what it means to be real, to be authentic, to be who you really are

From there and with all trauma/delusion aside, you can easily see your path and what you want to create in this life

You are finally free and have access to the totality of your power

Prior to self actualization, we are not ‘real men’ because we are not ‘real’

Instead, we are traumatized children living out false realities until we let the fuck go and realize the game being played

And if I may end this with something really close to me and as a brand new father to a handsome son/prince,

This world has never been so ready for us men to realize our potential, through LOVE, and to come back to the world with grace and an admiration for being honorable

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