if i’m gonna be honest i’m scared to fucking death of a civil war, like i don’t like to talk about it because some people see mw as an alarmist and others see me as a pussy but holy shit man

i’m black, i’m skinny, i’ve never been in a fight, i’m only 17. i live in a predominantly white area in upstate NY and everybody already knows my political beliefs. if i knew all this would happen months ago, i would’ve stayed more quiet but i feel like i have to double down now

and surround myself with people who think like me. i don’t wanna die, i’m scared to death of it. i’m exhausted, i just wanna feel safe but being mixed raced i feel like i can’t even trust some of my own family.

i’ve been insanely privileged my whole life, but i feel super vulnerable because in a way i feel surrounded by natural enemies

this thread is so dumb but i needed to vent