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So I& #39;ve been keeping my mouth shut about this for far too long, so I& #39;m going to go on for a bit, this thread is going to be massive. But let me start by saying HOLY SHIT! The information Spax lays here is so vague and lacking of ANY context.
The person you& #39;re referring to Jonah, his "backlash" was literally just him saying to you "I don& #39;t want to get involved in this." As he shouldn& #39;t given the drama between you and Nikki has NOTHING to do with him.
Then again you& #39;ve always had a habit trying to drag unrelated people into your drama, and then get angry at them when they don& #39;t comply to your bullshit. So great to see you haven& #39;t changed the 10 years I& #39;ve been aware of you.
Secondly this crap. You have an ex-friend who was going through issues, bad ones. They were mentally and emotionally affected by the problems in their life, and simply pray for a solution to it all. So what do YOU do in responce? MAKE IT ABOUT YOURSELF!
And don& #39;t give me the bullshit of "Oh well they did it first" because at this point I don& #39;t CARE who did it first. The fact that you& #39;re prolonging the problem makes you just as guilty as the opposing party.
You& #39;re a grown ass man nearing your 40s and you& #39;re seriously resorting to the whole "Well they started it" argument? Which is funny considering how most of these posts you make is about how Nikki doesn& #39;t take responsibility for their actions.
Look I& #39;m just saying, you want to lecture someone about not taking responsibility, look at yourself. You& #39;re the one not only shifting blame onto everyone but yourself for your own actions, but you literally do nothing to adjust your attitude, hence why you keep the drama going.
I want to put in perspective the crap Spax is bitching about are events that happened in 2018. TWO years ago. EThis crap should have been nipped in the bud, and everyone going off to do something more productive, but no Spax just has to keep adding fuel to the fire as usual.
And can I also say how ungrateful you are too? "None of my other friends make it feel like I& #39;m a pain by showing them things I liked."
Dude. We& #39;re talking about someone who asked ME to jump in a call with you to ensure you were mentally stable.
Dude. We& #39;re talking about someone who asked ME to jump in a call with you to ensure you were mentally stable.
We& #39;re talking about someone who said and I quote "I& #39;d rather die then see you be alone." If anything Nikki was MORE than loyal enough to ensure you were doing ok. But I guess that& #39;s not good enough because they weren& #39;t kissing your ass 24/7
Did you ever think maybe Nikki just wan& #39;t interested in the things you were showing them? Maybe they were busy with other things? Did you ever think about any of those other possibilities? Apparently not because you keep thinking everyone revolves around you.
and excuse me, lacks empathy? Mother fucker this person has apologized to you MORE TIMES than you deserve. They have attempted anything to find a solution to patching things up with you. A person who shed tears when you started yelling and screaming at them.
You call that a lack of empathy? If anything that only further showed Nikki the resolve they had to making things up to you. Like, what more do they have to do?
Speaking of lack of empathy, you& #39;re the one who kept constantly spamming every inbox you had contact with. Their skype, discord, emails, even their freaking pay pal you kept harassing them with bullshit claim after bullshit claim, with the soul purpose of villanizing them.
You even went as far as to take a post Nikki made about finally having a good time, and making it about yourself once again, despite it having NOTHING to do with you. On top of that guilt tripping them by telling them how much you cut yourself and blamed them for it.
Which is the epitome of hypocrisy coming from you given you also said this about Nikki. Apparently them having suicidal thoughts is terrible and cruel to your mental health, but guilt tripping people by saying you cut yourself is ok?
And once again, look at this crap. So your friend is having suicidal thoughts, and your first thought? "HOW DARE you send me into a mental panic. You need to take responsibility." What the hell kind of friend are you?
Like I get it, seeing a friend having these thoughts can send you into a panic, no one wants to see their friend in that position. But you know what you don& #39;t do? Act like the bigger victim and make them feel crappier about their situation.
And you can keep up with this facade "I know I could of handled it better" but the problem is, you say this over and over again and you keep repeating the same shit over and over again. You aren& #39;t learning if you& #39;re making the exact same mistake repeatedly
Also nice NoU argument you have there. "Oh well Nikki calls me toxic, but THEY& #39;RE the toxic ones.
Because you know, still hanging over 2 year drama for the soul purpose of making someone look bad over crap thats for the most part your fault ISN& #39;T toxic at all.
Because you know, still hanging over 2 year drama for the soul purpose of making someone look bad over crap thats for the most part your fault ISN& #39;T toxic at all.
As well as guilt tripping people with self harm, and then getting on their case when they& #39;re in an emotional state so heavy it makes them consider killing them self. That& #39;s not toxic what so ever.
And I want to reiterate how out of context these posts even are. You keep saying how "They did this" or "They did that" or "They did this first" Well how about you actually TALK about what they did?
