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i’m sad and insecure literally everyday bc i overthink and genuinely convince myself that all my old friends who are girls stopped talking to me bc i came out as bi and they’re disgusted and uncomfortable being friends w someone that “might like them more than friends”
like it’s such a stereotypical thing to think and i promise it only happened once and I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I LIKED THIS FRIEND + I WAS LIKE 15/16 ?? it was such a difficult time in my life and to find so much peace and solace and love in one person was so new to me
but when s*** found out she was so grossed out and so mean about it bc how could she be friends with someone that might think “inappropriately” about her. again, i was only 16 y.o i wasn’t think inappropriately abt anyone????
so know 5 years later i’ve genuinely convinced myself that every girl i was friends with in california is genuinely uncomfortable abt me and it hurts so b a d. bc i wish i could do smth about it. do you know how much i wanna text my best friend??? it’s been 5 fucking years
this girl was basically my sister i was with her 24/7 i was at her house when the sun wasn’t even out yet. her family treated me like family and i miss her every single day i can’t just text her it’s been f i ve Y E A R S
anyway i think the point of this thread is that i hate myself and i’m sorry to anyone i make uncomfortable i wish i was dead
