EXPOSING @bennimoonlight (myself). THREAD

Explaining the situation and explaining which information is real and which information is false. I have a lot to explain.

First of all, i must apologize to tasha because i never wanted her to feel this way. She's probably very affected now so idk how i could apologize to her and when to do it. She is the only one who has suffered this kind of behavior, not anyone else, bc i never interacted to other

girls in a similar way i did to her. I never wanted to hurt her in any way, and i'm the worst person for not realizing that my behavior was having a negative impact on her. From the start i told her that if she was uncomfortable anytime she could tell me. i do realize now it was

not an appropiate behavior towards her and i understand how she must be feeling now. i feel very sorry for her bc my intentions weren't bad at all, i just wanted to talk to her and get to know her, i didn't want to get anything with her, being labelled as a pedo isn't correct

pedophilia is a psychiatric disorder in which an adult or older adolescent experiences a primary or exclusive sexual attraction to prepubescent children. this is not the situation, i liked her but not in this way. i only wanted her to felt loved, supported and to ensure she was

happy in her life. bc she wasn't much active on twitter, i didn't dm her often (ofc the few times i did i wrote a lot, even too much in the opinion of many of you), but i tried to interact with her all the time i could, turning notifs on and replying & liking her tweets always,

liking her replies often and sending her tweets frequently, bc i only wanted to interact with her. although it may seem very weird to many of you, those love tweets or long dms weren't intended to manipulate her in any way, i just needed to tell her how she made me feel, so to

express how important she was in my life. i knew i was the only one doing that bc all the other followers or mutuals of her behaved in a different way, but i was blind to not notice that this wasn't the right thing to do, considering her age as well. some people said that i was

disgusting for sending long dms. what? my tweets were always long and my dms to everyone are very long, so if you saw my dms you would see its something common for me to write a lot. i dont have anything to hide on my dms and noone else apart from tasha has been affected by that

kind of behavior, no matter what some people claim. i admit that i've had an obsessive behavior towards her, knowing that she was 5 years younger than me, although she seemed to be very mature and responsible for her age. i also can admit the term stalking, defined as:

an unwanted and/or repeated surveillance by an individual or group toward another person. So yes, using social media i had this behavior, and i was aware it was not correct. but i cannot admit it was harrassment, considering my intentions, although it could be easily

misunderstood. i had been warned that i was going too far with her without knowing how she felt but i never knew what was the appropiate thing to do, bc of how i felt towards her. i didnt want at all that she felt scared of me, although i had this type of behavior with anyone i

liked in my life so i kept making the same mistakes as i didn't know the correct way of doing things. this type of behavior is due to trauma i experienced when i was young, but ofc i am NOT blaiming the victim or playing the victim. i don't like that i had this type of behavior

so i knew i was weird and obsessive towards her, but as its my personality i didn't realize that without wanting it, she was feeling scared, uncomfortable and intimidated by what i did or said. i dont have to apologize to anyone apart from her, so all claims about a

presumably similar behavior towards other girls is not true, and i will adress that later. international police authorities already investigated me when i reported being a victim of a crime, so they already know how i am and what i did, so there's no need to tag police acc

i have always been supportive, respectful, kind and understanding to everyone here, and i was never problematic. to the people who talked to me, they never exposed me or said something negative that i was doing. i dont dm people, but everyday i received dms from teens, usually

girls, aged between 12 and 18, who wanted to talk, and i always helped them if they needed something or answered what they asked me. i didnt want them to dm me but i always answered, to be respectful. i never had any weird behavior towards them, as they were minors. ofc tasha is

underage too, and i was aware of it, but as i said before she was the only one who received this type of behavior from me. i know twitter isn't for me but being +95% stan acc below the age of 18, what im supposed to do, it is impossible not to interact with minors, but ofc as im

a boy it was seen to be very weird. i've studied law at uni and being involved in an internacional criminal investigation for being a victim of a crime made me realize even more i had to be careful here. i never wanted to cause harm to anyone and i only wanted teens to not

experience awful things that happened to me when i was a minor due to social media. idk why i liked tasha but i always liked girls younger than me, and not usually my age or older, even when i was a teen. there are many things i have to explain, but mainly to help u try to

understand why i was behaving that way. i DO NOT justify any of my actions bc i was aware of what i was doing although i didnt know the impact on her, but I NEVER wanted to cause harm to her or had any bad intentions with my actions. idk if she'll read this but to all of you who

have been exposing and cancelling me, i don't care if you don't believe me, but although i was doing it wrong, i didnt want to make her go through such an awful situation. so she is the only one who deserves my apologize although i don't expect to be forgiven

i'm not denying i was probably obsessed with her but im not a pedo as many of you said. about the thread of sofia, well, there is true and false info there, ofc the screenshots are true. she said what i told her was awful, disgusting, disturbing, creepy, scary, with a stalking

behavior on all her social media. i followed many tasha's friends on insta, thats true, and i commented on her photos but i didnt know she didnt wanted to. i dont have pictures of her saved on the phone, and its more complicated as i have photos saved from many people, many of

them are from ariana. and yes i know many where scared when i said i knew exactly where ariana lived, but ofc i never shared and never would share this info to anyone, as i investigated about it. but many people are always spreading rumours and looking for her relationship

news, and this is okay. i know it wasnt the right thing to do but i needed to know it, and that's all, i don't intend to do anything bad with this info, and it is very secured and protected so that it would never get leaked, not even by mistake. but anyone could search and find

that information, so i did nothing wrong, although it may be seen as weird and unnecessary. answering to the rest of sofia's thread, yes i sent her occasionally long dms, first to do a review of her youtube videos, later to tell her how happy she made me feel and third to ask her

if she was uncomfortable with my behavior. so i dont see that sending long dms is disgusting when i do it with everyone, even with my family and classmates, so i always write a lot. but yeah i guess seeing long dms may cause someone to feel scared, if they dont expect it

so i understand it. i knew many people misunderstood my intentions bc they saw my tweets and didnt know the situation, and they told me to be careful. i dont like to read those tweets i sent her now, but at that moment i didnt think they were inappropiate, but sometimes i

wasnt clever enough to think how i would feel if it happened to me, if someone i dont know sent me those dms or tweets. i didnt tell dm her constantly, only a few times and usually she replied, but never told me i should stop doing that behavior, bc i didnt realize it was wrong

i know that at my age i should know that it wasnt right, but i didnt. i don't excuse or justify anything i did, but i promise to her i never wanted and never would want to cause her any harm, bc although we didnt talk much and she wasnt interested and sometimes probably ignored

i wanted to know her better, bc the more i learned bout her the more i liked her, not in a sexual way or what u may think. she is very beautiful but i really liked her personality and how she thinks and acts, bc she is very kind towards everyone and always helps others

if you are reading this u probably already realized that i write a lot, so its nothing wrong bc i can't write less than this. but everything i told to tasha on twitter or insta was true, i was totally honest and real, & never pretended or faked anything, all my words had meaning

for me, it was how she made me feel. but ofc i didnt give realize that maybe as she was much younger than me, she probably didnt feel comfortable with reading that. so, what happened tonight would have happened sooner or later, one week or one month after

its a misunderstanding and lot of incorrect decisions and inappropiate behavior maybe, but i thought my tweets didn't cause a negative impact on her. i know i have to explain much more, so if u have anything u want me to adress, tell me. i'll adress later false info