just gonna ramble 4 a bit. i feel like a bother, but cant talk about being a bother cause i’d be even more of a bother. regardless i feel bad for intruding with my issues all the time, even this tweet makes me feel bad cause my friends shouldnt have to keep dealing with this :(

it’s probably so annoying to have to deal with a stubborn friend that can’t just be happy, that sulks all the time, that never shuts up about his poor sleep or sad thoughts. i just feel so bad for my friends and i wish i wasn’t this way. i’m so sorry

and i feel so bad for making this thread cause now i’m just basically begging for attention like i always do. why cant i just get my thoughts straight for once, why cant i just be normal and not intrude on everyone’s lives with my pointless ramblings, why cant i not be a bother