Okay not to get too deep but for the last little while I felt worse than I have for a long time like genuinely considering doing smthn vv bad for the first time since like 2015(not gonna say bcos don’t wanna trigger and it’s hard for me to say anyway) and back then badlands (1/3)

Was the album that continuously saved my life. Whether it was the release(I was a fan before but made twitter for badlands)or songs coming on at the perfect time and reminding me I’m bigger than my demons or even seeing her live and the anticipation for that moment. It’s so (2/3)

Amazing that right now when I’m having such a bad relapse after doing so good for so long that she’s give us this experience. I feel like this album wants me alive even if no one else does. It has constantly saved me and I will forever hold it close to my heart https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💓" title="Schlagendes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Schlagendes Herz"> I love her sm

This is so cringey and embarrassing but I have post concert feels rn lmao I’ll probably delete it bcos she’ll never see it since I https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">don’t existhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken"> and no one cares anyway lmao like ik I sound dumb and dramatic I’m just so https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> rn okay bye