tw // u might cry

so, i have this dog, i mean my grandparents bought it but i was really close with her so she’s kinda my pet too. she died last year November, and every night I would think about her and last night, something really weird happened.. ++

idk if i was dreaming or hallucinating that time, but i felt her sit beside me, and she was talking... i could feel her licking my hand and her body i could feel it in my arms. and i was crying that time, as i really miss her. she was an angel, she loves me and i love her.

she told me that she misses playing with me and that she misses her toys, her clothes that my grandparents bought for her.. she said she missed being carried and all. and i do miss doing those things with her too. i was crying as i was hearing the words like its from her..

she told me that, she’ve been watching me from above and she sees everything that is happening, how im happy even with her gone..(im crying) she wanted to give you guys a message.. she wanted to tell you something. i hope that you will finish this thread to know what it is.

this is what she wanted to tell you guys, becoz she pertains to y’all as my friends:

-thank you for making my sister happy.. thankyou for being with her all the time, thank you for making her laugh even through her phone. thank you for being her inspiration..++

thankyou becoz you guys were there to cheer her up, coz i remember whenever she’s sad she would come up to me and say, “mahal na mahal ka ni ate ah. wag moko iiwan”

and what hurts me the most is that what i always told her...