my ex girlfriend at 13-14 years old manipulated me, controlled me, gaslighted me and brainwashed me. A LONG THREAD!!!!! (VIDS AND SS IN PART TWO)

right ok small details ,, we dated 3 times before this time. we started dating in september 2019 and she lives in philly so i saw her and was w her for 4 days in november. -

things were okay,, i had this one friend who was a friends w benefits in august who then turned into my closet friend and she was v respectful of our relationship (altho she told me to break up with her when she was manipulating me but like she never made moves) -

but my ex HATED her. wished death upon her constantly and earlier this year i was forced to block her because she didnt want me talking to her. -

for months she wouldnt let me leave the house and when i did, she’d have a meltdown and say i didnt care or that i was cheating on her. i literally was trapped in my room for 24 hours for months at a time. i was barley allowed to speak to my family, whenever i wanted fo ft my -

mum and i was like 5 mins longer then i said id be , shed get angry and start a 2 hour fight that led to her crying for an hour after the fight to make me feel bad. -

she brainwashed me with a lot of things. she used dyke even tho she is bisexual and told me it was okay because she was my girlfriend, she used retard towards me even tho she doesnt have autism. (she would bully me everyday because of my autism, say i was a retard,-

stupid, dumb, annoying, weird etc.)
she would say offensive/racist jokes and get mad when i didnt laugh. and made me say the n word twice, the first time she did that trick thing and im slow so i didnt catch on, and the second time , i made a mistake (i think i was 10 mins-

late to fting her) and she told me to say the n word to cheer her up and stop her being mad so i did. its my biggest regret and i feel so shitty that i listened to her, i know “i control my actions” but back then i really didnt. and im sorry. any black oomfs i love u & im deeply-

sorry. i hope you can accept that i made a mistake that i regret soso much and know to never to again no matter the circumstance. -

now for some ss! these r ss to my friend ab the situation , its easier than writing it out

part 2 lovies

part 3

this was ab my friend who she made me drop ! i facetimed her for like 5 mins cos she wanted to tell me ab her bed bugs

i told her i snapchatted a friend weeks ago and we had an hour fight over it

i smiled at my therapist .

i listened to a sad playlist that she thought was directed at her.. she was logged into my spotify so she could see what i listened to . she made me cry so much that night that i threw up, thats when i fell out of love. she made me physically sick

i make video edits and i said happy birthday to one of my mutuals on a random edit i posted .

this was after she made me cry so much that i threw up ,, but another time . not sure what it was ab tho

some racist comments of hers. most of them were on ft tho

her tweets ab me . not @ how the first one was her saying she didnt care if i died LMAO

gonna do part two of this thread w videos bc it wont let me add anymore to this thread :)