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yes i’m sad at 11pm what of it (a series)
i wanna mail a hoodie to them. or perfume. something just so they know what it would be like if i was there-
i wanna make another playlist. one of the cool ones with the messages of the songs but it’s songs i actually like
i wanna build a house in minecraft with hidden secrets for them to find
i wanna fall asleep on a call with them. even if it’s just me falling asleep, i just want to feel like they’re there
i want to make a background for my phone with something from them, but i’m too scared to
i want to feel like i’m not a bother when i talk about something i enjoy, or that concerns me, or even just how much i love them
i want to do more, but at the same time i need to do less
i want to find more games to play. games that they can play with me, because there’s only so many times you can race Rainbow Road
but most of all - i just want to be there, or have them here. but i know i have years yet, and i’m scared that years is too long-
