hi . so . i sixteen now, crazy right?

i can say without a shadow of a doubt that i wouldnt be here without my friends and my mom. i dont like to overshare on this account, so lets keep it at that, but i am soso eternally grateful for all of the people around me.

thank you guys for everything, i love you all so much. i won't be tagging everyone but here are the people i can confidently call my best friends, and who changed my life infinitely for the better. i dont know where id be without them.

@coolhatowner first off. my "older sibling." hi. i know you already know how much i love you and appreciate you but i cant say it enough. you have changed my life so incrediblymuch for the better and i appreciate you sososomych thank you for everything

@beatenflowers you have changed my life so much. i love you to the moon and back and i cannot tell you that enough. thank you for absolutely everything, youre incredible.

@yoshiiano you're one of my favourite people to spend time with, youre so intelligent and nice to talk to and i cant stress enough how calming you are to be around. you absolutely radiate positivity and i love you sm. not to mention your art icriedovertheoneyoudidofmetoday

@ElijahSock elijah, you're such a genuinely kind and caring person and i cannot say how much i appreciate you enough. thank you for being around and just being you i love you sm thank you for everything

@barli_butterbur i was terrified of you for a good while but you are genuinely one of the kindest people i have ever met and i cannot stress enough how thankful i am for you. thank you for being the father figure i dont have, and for being so incredible. ily man

@YIKESTIANAA @cIawthornes y o u t w o . hsjdhdjdh in all seriousness i dont know where id be without you two, youre such good people and i am sososo grateful to know you both. thank you for sticking by me, and thank you for EVERYTHING.

@appIjuice @velrisaswag i love you both so incredibly much i cannot stress it enough. youre both such genuinely kind and caring people and the fact that ive know you guys for FOUR MONTHS NOW is absolutely INSANE. thank you for being around, for putting up with me, for everything.

@ooerscooer you, fool. thank you for putting up with me when no one else would, for talking me off a ledge more times than i can count, for being one of the best influences in my life, and for just being yourself. i look up to you a lot (even tho we're the same age now) and ily

@MikeyFiction @TECHNOK0I @uwuemoji @sylnanswag ALL FOUR OF YOU. i appreciate you guys more than i can say, and im sososo grateful to have met you all. thank you for being around and for being some of the funniest people i have ever met.

to the rest of blind gang, and members of condicord: i cannot tag you all, but i appreciate you guys so so so much and love you to the moon and back. you know who you are, and if u think ur not included yes you are. shush. thank you for everything.

last one: even though i know he wont see this and ive been mushy to him too many times before, i owe condi more than i could ever give him back and im so insanely grateful for him and everything he does. hes genuinely an incredible guy. OH! and my mom told me to tell him she-

appreciates him being such a "decent fellow" so i hope this thread works as that :) anyways yes im so grateful for him that i cant put it into words. his streams n videos never fail to comfort me and he's such a good person i appreciate him every day.

and now i send this thread and sleep, i just had too many emotions from ppl being nice and had to repay the people i owe. thank you guys for everything. im sorry if u werent included in this thread, i love you so much even if u werent included <33 take care of yourself