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Mentally decorated an apartment I haven& #39;t seen or moved into. This is what free time from household chores does? SO MUCH TIME TO HAVE FRIVOLOUS HAPPY DREAMS, READ AND WATCH THE RAIN? Also involves recovering and hydrating from the duty hours BUT I AM AMAZED.
There is zero pressure on being productive/achieving/doing something all the time. I barely log in on here/ instagram once a day. I haven& #39;t crossed the daily use limit on apps even once in the last 17 days. And I ran. I feel I will come out of this a better person..
At the start of all this, I was so overwhelmed and in tears every other day from the working long hours and being so dehydrated and exhausted. All it needed was some quick energy management. Nothing extraordinary. Also acceptance of what you can and can& #39;t do in the situation.
No lofty goals, no over the top planning, just take each day as it came and do the best I could. And it helped me so much. I had assumed I would be a neurotic mess by the end of this. But now I feel rather differently about it.
The 6/10/12 hours on duty matter the most + the rest can be taken on easily and planned according to what mind space or energy you are left with. No point in trying to do everything and overanalyze. Recovery is paramount. Health is paramount.
This time apart from family, friends, and my clinic has put soooooo many things into perspective. This I& #39;ll always be thankful for. Initially it got to me, like until a few days ago I& #39;d tear up thinking when I& #39;ll get to see anyone next.
Truth is due to the extraneous circumstances, we all have had to learn to manage being away from people we love and like immensely. Missing it would be absolutely human. But to take some effort to stay in touch and make it seem less sad worked really well.
This doesn& #39;t mean those who didn& #39;t are any less liked, but times are such it matters. Especially for someone like me who found it increasingly difficult to live with family as I grew older and they did too. Perspectives have radically changed.
ALSO A RENEWED GUSTO FOR CLEANING WHO KNEW OMG
And fluffing up pillows and making the bed, THE ACTUAL BED as opposed to sleeping on the sofa bed 
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I can hold off my dire urge to hug people for another month if I can continue feeling peace like this every day until then.
Pretty sure pizza and sushi will make it better too.
I won& #39;t stop texting people that I want to hug them
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And about to finish the third book in this time.
WHAT IS HAPPENING?!
WHAT IS HAPPENING?!
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