I’ve said this before but it’s late nights with the bad mental health where I seriously consider venting on onlyfans. It seems like a safe place. The new social media

Honestly idk what I can say here sometimes. I want to be professional and I want to be a professional content creator or whatever that is ew cringe. But also I’ve used social media as an outlet for my multi mental illnesses and I feel as though that is unhealthy and also scary

I really try not to make people uncomfortable talking about my issues but I feel awful texting friends about my problems and so social media was kinda like. A place where I could do that in a minimized way. Bc obviously, I get scared about being seen as attention seeking

I have mixed feelings about venting on social media bc it’s like, this can be a diary but also people are watching. And sometimes that nice to feel less alone. But obviously you have to be super careful about not over sharing which I already struggle with

God I’m gonna regret this thread when he texts me back huh