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Hey. Did you guys want another rant/vent? No?
Well, sorry.
I've been feeling terrible recently. I've not felt like my usual self. And, when I thought about it, I couldn't remember the last time I felt genuinely...like myself (if that makes any sense)
Well, sorry.
I've been feeling terrible recently. I've not felt like my usual self. And, when I thought about it, I couldn't remember the last time I felt genuinely...like myself (if that makes any sense)
I started being a "twitter artist"/"animator" around early last year when I saw a haminations video and thought "oh cool I wanna do that". Ever since then, I've went through me joining discord, making new friends, losing friends, and even encountering-
-someone who faked their death because of a post I sent. (not saying). I love all of my friends on here very much, but ever since I joined twitter, I've started to lose interest in most of my hobbies. I've started playing less-
-games to the point where I rarely played games for a bit (I used to play for like 6 hours straight but that's been reduced to like 2), I've not really even done much animation anymore. I used to make like full 5 minute sonic animations. But now I can barely finish a-
-sonic run cycle loop.
Why am I like this.
I feel like a shell of my former self.
Back in 2017, I'd make all sorts of videos almost weekly, let's plays, animations, plush vids..
And now I make a short animation every month.
And even worse, I dont even make-
Why am I like this.
I feel like a shell of my former self.
Back in 2017, I'd make all sorts of videos almost weekly, let's plays, animations, plush vids..
And now I make a short animation every month.
And even worse, I dont even make-
-characters aside from Clint anymore. Hell, I cant even stick with a Clint design only for me to replace him ever 3 weeks. I sometimes even forget that that character is supposed to be me, unlike the mint design, which I created years back. I dont even use Koompa anymore.
I start over every 5 months or so. I keep trying to get at least 4 videos out before I restart with youtube channels.
And yet I fail to do so. I've made about 7 of these dumbass rants and they all end with me deleting everything, or changing a design or something dumb.-
And yet I fail to do so. I've made about 7 of these dumbass rants and they all end with me deleting everything, or changing a design or something dumb.-
-but not this time. This thread is gonna be over shortly, so you can skip these next few parts if you want idc:
First, it was Clintoons.
Next it was ClintDraws.
Then it was 8bitclint.
THEN it was clintonium.
T H E N it was Mintconditionanimations.
AND YET AGAIN, I STILL DO THIS-
First, it was Clintoons.
Next it was ClintDraws.
Then it was 8bitclint.
THEN it was clintonium.
T H E N it was Mintconditionanimations.
AND YET AGAIN, I STILL DO THIS-
-FOR WHAT REASON? ITS GOTTEN TO A POINT WHERE I HAVE RUN OUT OF CHANNEL NAMES AND I JOKE ABOUT IT.
IM TIRED OF IT.
I NEED TO ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
NOT JUST GO "heha redesign".
EVERY MONTH OR SO, I JUST KEEP TRYING. BUT GUESS WHAT? IT DOESNT HELP.
IM TIRED OF IT.
I NEED TO ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
NOT JUST GO "heha redesign".
EVERY MONTH OR SO, I JUST KEEP TRYING. BUT GUESS WHAT? IT DOESNT HELP.
SO, I DECIDED TO GO BACK ANS COUNT HOW MANY TIMES IVE MADE A NEW CHANNEL SINCE JANUARY 2019.
IVE DONE IT 23 TIMES.
I CANT DO THIS.
IVE DONE IT 23 TIMES.
I CANT DO THIS.
To sum it up: I havent felt like myself in so long to the point wher I have become a shell of my former self and I have started over countless times. I barely do anything besides tweet or just talk on discord.
To end this thread off, I have a big announcement:
I'm going to try to get a new video out every 2 weeks.
I will tweet significantly less from now on,
and most importantly: I'm sticking with this channel and account, aswell as server. I am keeping the mint design. I am fina-
I'm going to try to get a new video out every 2 weeks.
I will tweet significantly less from now on,
and most importantly: I'm sticking with this channel and account, aswell as server. I am keeping the mint design. I am fina-
-lly able to enjoy myself. Do the stuff I love. Make YTPS, Upload lats plays again, and maybe a few plush videos again?! I'm gonna do the stuff I loved doing again. I'm trying to focus on my personal life aswell as youtube.
Love you guys
Love you guys
