tw// ed and self-harm mention

guys im actually attempting to recover right now so im going to try and go my longest without purging, eat at least one meal a day and get rid of anything i can use to cut myself. my recovering is really messy

and theres a chance i will fail like straight away but expect lots of vents and if i do fail ill try my hardest to get back up again i see no point in this thread at all expect like giving myself a reminder that im trying to recover so i dont do anything stupid

but like yeahhhhhh i dont know maybe if i had someone i could like give stats to or like dm what i ate today, if i harmed etc i guess? could someone do that like just have their dms open? this might be asking for a lot but okayyy