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tb to my impulsive personality and the times i:
1.deadass started going to bg folkwore dance classes cuz i saw an artist im not even that familiar with perform 1 TIME
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1.deadass started going to bg folkwore dance classes cuz i saw an artist im not even that familiar with perform 1 TIME
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2. started trying to write with both my hands some time in 5th grade because i saw an animated kids series with my cousin what they said ambidextrous and showed a girl drawing the same thing perfectly with both hand. ever since i was hooked on that. never stopped trying
3. watching SKAM France and immediately downloading Duolingo as if id learn thw whole language from there 
went through the basics tho. same happened with SKAM Norway.
went through the basics tho. same happened with SKAM Norway.
4. played volleyball once and signing up for lessons the next day
5. saw a classmate whip a whole melody on a piano one time and downloaded 3 "piano keyboard" apps on my laptop
6. Hearing a great mashup from a friend and trying to do it myself with the program he uses deadass from like 2 am to 6am non stop
7. on three separate occasions got particular parts of songs in my head for more than 2 days and then staying up all night to make a 10 hour version of what was stuck, with videos, atleast trying to make polished loops and everything. 3 TIMES lowkey i might do it again
8. started a youtube channel abt tech stuff cuz i knew the things i was searching for were searched for by others too but thats not the point. made ~ 30 videos many of which were like going on a bender cuz id shoot every day for a week, edit, upload and then drop it for months
9. started making copious amounts of like braided bracelets for 3 weeks straight cuz once someone had one in class and was making another one, even learned like 5 ways to do it and started selling innovative braided pens - the pen cartrage and braided string around.
10. learned to make origami cutlery/random objects all night cuz i saw someone do one type the previous day
11. was very fascinated with the start of java programming and i didnt know crap shit but stayed all night making Gery Nikol themed game with "if" and only "if" statements cuz we literally were in like 1 hour intro class beforehand
with "if" and only "if" statements cuz we literally were in like 1 hour intro class beforehand
12. learned how to sew myself phone cases cuz a girl once came in class ( mind you we were like 5 and i had no concept of humans doing things ) and brought a simple case from fabric which she made with her mom. i stared so much that when i made like 5 w mom n more after that
13. got obsessed with rollerskates from like a disney show and deadass got a pair and didnt stop wearing them even INSIDE THE HOUSE and trying to skate everywhere
14. discovered rave dj and made around 300 mashups for one night instead of doin homework which was due the same night at 12am cuz i was mesmerized of how an ai can do that and someone thought of makin it. and now if i got to the site its never one, it always 20+ in one go
cuz i was mesmerized of how an ai can do that and someone thought of makin it. and now if i got to the site its never one, it always 20+ in one go
15. tried to make custom software for my phone for weeks even tho i had no concept of programming whatsoever. it have and go like that for several months for a week in waves
now if i think some more id probably pull out more but now tell me what is this if not hyperfocusing on something and then needless to say dropping it in a short time. the only thing that stuck with me now is starting photography c
since my first phone with the 2mp camera-
since my first phone with the 2mp camera-
the first day i got it i didn't stop taking pictures of everyone and everything and it got to the point where i was the class paparazzi in highschool. now if this isnt some type of adhd I don't know what it. this thread was sparked cuz of @thedevilsballss ' tweet-
about self diagnosing. yes in some cases ppl just say it to be quirky but i don't think mines that. for example this was supposed to be a single tweet and now im writing for like 30 minutes . also because i am in no way going to pay money to get the official label-
. also because i am in no way going to pay money to get the official label-
I've spend countless hours watching almost every psychology video from the big and not so big channels on youtube. and again im not saying that is a concrete way to do it, your (ppls) understanding and mine might not be accurate but from those patterns and behaviours-
here's a self diagnose with past and present events backing it up. I'd be happy if I don't have it and am in no way saying look how quirky, im simply searching for the most logical explanation. Or i might be just dumb 
if you read all that im sry 4 u
if you read all that im sry 4 u
