So, I just got really fantastic news :) more about it soon, I've been through some really hard and difficult times and soon will have the rest&peace to write about it and add some stuff to my story/biography. I've been very distracted/off due to circumstances, but finally have

some very hopeful outsights and can openly admit I will start trauma therapy(EMDR, have experience with it). Lemme tell y'all 1 thing: I sometimes might seem to be at a breaking point and I sometimes was: but, a hacker thinks in solutions instead of problems and will always fight

to solve problems. For every problem there's a solution. Don't let anybody get you down, everyone has a fighter in them and everyone is able to fight in a (sometimes certain) way. To quote @stevevai : "the only thing that is holding you back is the way you are thinking". I was in

a really bad state and evironment but it only made me stronger, it improved me and can say that I gained a lot of very hard life experience. I've survived several murder attempts, but I always stood my man, de-escalated it and protected myself. I've been tested a lot but always

Was able to make it clear that people shouldn't mess with me. Yeah, this thread is already getting long but I need to clear my mind and heart: having tears of happiness. Always focus on goals, you can't change the past but you have some control over current day and future. Love

Ya, there are quite some people who know that I am very thankful for them