So, I just got really fantastic news :) more about it soon, I& #39;ve been through some really hard and difficult times and soon will have the rest&peace to write about it and add some stuff to my story/biography. I& #39;ve been very distracted/off due to circumstances, but finally have
some very hopeful outsights and can openly admit I will start trauma therapy(EMDR, have experience with it). Lemme tell y& #39;all 1 thing: I sometimes might seem to be at a breaking point and I sometimes was: but, a hacker thinks in solutions instead of problems and will always fight
to solve problems. For every problem there& #39;s a solution. Don& #39;t let anybody get you down, everyone has a fighter in them and everyone is able to fight in a (sometimes certain) way. To quote @stevevai : "the only thing that is holding you back is the way you are thinking". I was in
a really bad state and evironment but it only made me stronger, it improved me and can say that I gained a lot of very hard life experience. I& #39;ve survived several murder attempts, but I always stood my man, de-escalated it and protected myself. I& #39;ve been tested a lot but always
Was able to make it clear that people shouldn& #39;t mess with me. Yeah, this thread is already getting long but I need to clear my mind and heart: having tears of happiness. Always focus on goals, you can& #39;t change the past but you have some control over current day and future. Love
Ya, there are quite some people who know that I am very thankful for them
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