Hey Steph,
I know we haven't seen or talked to each other in a while but I want you to know I've been doing lots of thinking lately & I want you to know I miss you.
Not, I regret what happened or I want to see you again, it's just that I miss you....

It's so strange to think someone I knew so well, is now a total stranger to me, that sometimes I go an entire day without thinking about you, it's unbelievable honestly, remembering how addicted I was to you.

Most times I let myself forget because it's more easier then I find something, photos, your gifts & those crazy love letters we sent to each other and the full weight of what's being lost crushes down on me.

Part of me wants to see you again, to hold you again, & kiss you again but all those feelings are just empty thoughts. when I look back now remembering that love is always what it seems, it's just so easy to forget.

To make this clear, I'm not regretting, we had our reasons to end it. Looking back when we started, we didn't need any reasons to fall in love. We just did. The reasons came at the end & everything since then has been about reasons.

Yeah I'm fine, it's fine, means one day I'll find someone I won't say goodbye to but a part of me just misses loving someone & having them love me back.

I guess what I'm saying is that I hope things are good with you, I hope everything is OK & I hope you fine a love that all the things ours couldn't be. But just a small part of me hopes you still remember what it was like before all the reasons & that you miss me too.