𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙛𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙚 , a thread of how much I cried in chapter 19 of 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘞𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘘𝘶𝘦𝘦𝘯 , tears brought by your highness @Evendale12

(PS: A lot of spoilers ahead!)

Ok, first of all: 🅷🅷🅷🅷🅷🅷🅷🅷🅷🅷!!!!!!

Second, do you even have the slightest idea of how 【T】【A】【L】【E】【N】【T】【E】【D】you are, @Evendale12??????????? Do you know???? Do YOU?????? For fucks sake I am crying AN OCEAN.

Look, this thread is not going to sound professional, it's just me sobbing uncontrolable, so, hope you like my academical literature skills. Here is my first observation: THIS IS THE SOFTEST THING IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE, THE WAY YOU HANDLED CHEESY ROMANCE, TRUE LOVE, POETRY, OMFG

I died here as much as I did at the begining of the book (yes, it's a book, we are going to stop calling it a fic now). Sergio was so concerned about her that it filled my stomach with butterflies. Even today you don't find men like this. It was so sweet.

Now,this is just perfect literature.I felt, literally,I felt the same I did with my first kiss while reading this paragraph;it felt absolutely real. How this was so beautifully portrayed,how @Evendale12 described every single tender sensation of that kiss that changes you forever

I loved this part as well. Usually, these scenes go rather quickly, moved by the longing to have each other inmediately. But they savoured every moment of their relationship, so this had to be slow burn as well. How Evendale manages the victorian modesty with their desires...

This what I am talking about, right there. It felt so real according to the timeline, but also so real in ours. I remembered how weird it was the first time I undressed in front of a boy, yet how right it felt.

And omg, that link between Raquel's thoughts and Sergio's words...

This is so important. And so beautiful. How this whole chapter - this whole book really - is all about giving time to each other, communicating, waiting, and enjoying every second. Masterfully written. "He felt her skin come alive", god, what a sentence. My heart skipped a beat.

Again, I just can believe how talented you are, @Evendale12. How you perfectly described an orgasm building up without falling into sciency stuff, nor vulgarities. As if everything was new - it really was! - and full of emotions above physical reactions. At least, in my opinion.

"How to tattoo a sentence in my heart, with real ink and needles because honestly my chest is now physically open, yahoo answers". Thank you, times infinity, for writing Sergio as that kind of men. For reminding us what we must aim for. For talking about consent so beautifuly

This is just for the feels. It got me crying. Again.

Listen, when sex feels as if was poetry like in this paragraph, when you can feel it more in your heart than between your legs, you just KNOW it's good, better, it's perfect. I loved every sentence. You were so careful, so sweet. Thank you again @Evendale12

My whole face was lighten up betweent those sentences. I was smiling so broadly I just couldn't believe it. This was insanely beautiful, so precious to me.

All in all, @Evendale12, I know I am not in my best mood and I might be feeling everything with too much intensity, but I believe my rational self is also speaking here. This was insanely outstanding, as the whole book is, though. +

+ I felt it as a teaching, the whole book. As if you were saying: "hey ppl if you rush things, you won't enjoy them! just go with the flow!" This whole narrative just felt as a long "delayed gratification". You all know what I mean. What a fucking masterpiece.