also random topic but my hair has been looking ok these past few months...... and i say this bc ive always been super conscious abt how it looks like growing up so now i feel kinda good abt myself

when i was around middle school my mom kept forcing those hair treatments that straightens your hair with rly high heat and i looked so ugly lol. like some days my hair was just too flat and thin that it looks like a fucking blanket over my head and it was so embarrassing

my hair was constantly straightened and like....i couldnt have bangs EVER bc my mom didnt like them so, thanks to my huge forehead, i look Horrendous. i tried hiding it with hair accessories but they made me look weirder and just awful....

i grew up just super conscious abt my hair that i wouldnt even let anyone touch it. there was also a phase of mine where i kept picking on my hair whenever i felt frustrated and needed a distraction and that ended up.... also bad.....

HEHE that aside. ive been getting confidence back ever since ive been allowed to do whatever the fuck i want with my hair a few years back. last year my hair was at its longest until i chopped it all off.... today its starting to grow long again and i absolutely love how its

super messy and wavy.......

idk..im not sure where im going w this thread but im so glad im starting to pick up my little bits of confidence again ahaha im so sexy