Rant ahead: about my stupid sister :)

Idk we have always fought, ever since childhood, but even then, I didn't realize but, she has always been protective of me. My mother told me that when I was in kindergarten, the caretaker told the others kids they could beat me up because-

- I didn't finish my launch. And my sister stepped in and told to not dare in touching me.
I remember once playing in the park near our home. There were some kids playing with a Coca-Cola bottle, which they ended up hitting me with it in my eye. Instead of asking if I was ok-

- they started mocking me for crying over a would eye (it didn't hurt my eye ball lucky, I just got a black, but it still hurt pretty bad), and my sister screamed at them a held on to me, and took me home.
Perhaps I might be selfish and really stuck up but... I sometimes forget-

- she actually loves me, but I never showed her the same kind of sympathy that she's showed me. We are getting along a little better, but our relationship is still very rocky, so to speak. I hope I can get closer to her, or at least pay her back for all those years of trouble I-

- have caused her. My debt is still unpaid. I want to do something for her, but if I ask she'll be too stubborn to listen, and I even more to dare and say this in her face. I love my sister a lot, she's a part of me, we share the same blood, the same family and home...-

- and perhaps the same room for each others hearts... I just wish I could tell her that... I miss her even tho she's still here.
I guess I haven't been the best younger sister to her. I only cause trouble and I'm an annoyance to her, and I'm also not very helpful. And yet I-

- keep complaing about everything and do nothing to fix it. She's not perfect and kind of a bitch, but I'm no better than her... I'm a little worse. I guess she was right about something, but I will never tell that. That would be a shameful defeat. Still, I want to do something-

- for her, to thank for all she's done... Even if it isn't much, it was enough for me, and it is more than I have ever done for her. In a way, she's the true Princess of this household. I hope I'll make her proud one day, maybe then I'll be able to pay her back. She deserves it.

End of thread. Ok bye