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Okay... I'm going to analyze the song Kimi no shiranai monogatari and why this song is important for Sui-chan
First thing first... This is from her reveal of new L2D from teshima nari-sensei design and input from sui-chan herself, as she was about to be included in the main roster of Hololive main branch. While before that, she was with Hololive music branck INNK.
You guys probably knew what happened but imma summarize it regardless... She was a solo vtuber, rejected by many agency, including hololive at first, but she asked for a second chance, in which she was accepted for INNK. But her struggle doesn't end there yet.
There was a brief confusion about her status and her role in INNK, which affected her state of being, statistically and mentally. She was like in a limbo, that was until Hololive saw the potential and moved her into main Hololive branch
Aight so the song kimi no shiranai monogatari is made by Ryo/Supercell made for Bakemonogatari Ending. The translation for the title is "The story you don't know". Sui-chan herself choose this song for this stream, and I think it was the last song for the "inauguration stream"
The song itself... Is kinda like a message for us... For everyone watching... For everyone that would be watching... For everyone in business relation with her... And most importantly... For her friends
The song has many word of "hoshi" meaning a star, but could also be translated to a "wish", and it is in theme with suisei herself being the comet from city of star/wish.
Translation for the first part of the song credit to a ronin in japan09 blog
Let's analyze it... This part... Could symbolizes Sui-chan drives to chase her dream... Let's go see our wish, our dream, she said... The "we" could be everyone this song is for... For the early hoshiyomi that supported her, for the new one that she's hoping for them to see or
For her friends, family, or business partner... She was saying that what driver her forward... Was everyone, because without them, she'll be crushed by those loneliness and anxiety
Let's move to the 2nd part
The first paragraph of the 2nd part is the reff... In which sui-chan kinda broke down for sth... It's understandable... Why?
She was looking from her pitched black world, full of anxiety from every corner, reeks of depression, and full of uncertainty to a night sky full of
She was looking from her pitched black world, full of anxiety from every corner, reeks of depression, and full of uncertainty to a night sky full of
Stars...
The stars could be her peers who started maybe before her, maybe at the same time, or maybe later, whose already become everyone's light...
Or the stars could be her wish...
With uncertainties all around her, she forgot when did she started to work this hard
The stars could be her peers who started maybe before her, maybe at the same time, or maybe later, whose already become everyone's light...
Or the stars could be her wish...
With uncertainties all around her, she forgot when did she started to work this hard
When she started to chase after the success of her peers? Or to fulfill her wishes? Because, when she started walking together with everyone supporting her, everyone's wishes become hers... Thus, she wondered for what she face this uncertainties, this dark world?
The next paragraph about altair and vega is about the legend of tanabata, about orihime and hikoboshi. Suisei found her orihime, but no hikoboshi.
This struck me as weird. Why? In the legend of tanabata, it is hikoboshi who waits for orihime, then why in the song Sui-chan
This struck me as weird. Why? In the legend of tanabata, it is hikoboshi who waits for orihime, then why in the song Sui-chan
Already found orihime?
This could mean that Suisei already found her target, the end goal, to become idol, she has not achieve it tho, because remember... She was in a black world below
This could mean that Suisei already found her target, the end goal, to become idol, she has not achieve it tho, because remember... She was in a black world below
Her hikoboshi, is us... Hoshiyomis... This could not be changed to business partner unless they are a hoshiyomi too. She was saying that she was afraid of losing sight of us amidst the darkness... The one who drives her forward... To achieve her orihime, her goal of an idol
This part is pretty straightforward. This is her scream of anxiety. the fear that she would become disconnected from her fans.
And this last part, is the one that broke my heart and every hoshiyomi. The part where Sui-chan, the strong person that she is, the professional, and always sounds okay in front of the stream... Sob and forced to muted herself....
She knows that everyone was with her, together believing for her wish to come true... but despite all that... Her anxiety, her fears, are hers alone... A story we don't know... Because Sui-chan's determination as an idol doesn't allow her to tell us... She has to tell us this way
With that joyous occasion, she told us her fears, her anxiety, her depression that came from 2 long years of fight... With the little group of hoshiyomis by her side... That's why she cried, that's why she sang that specific song! An idol... Has a way only an idol could ever tell
And with that last part... It contains so much hope... She wishes for her move was indeed the best choice... And at that moment, she wished the best for everyone that supported her...
Little that she know... More of us found her... And stayed... And moved by her story
Little that she know... More of us found her... And stayed... And moved by her story
Thank you for you guys who spare your precious time to read this long ass thread... This is maybe not the right intent, or maybe I'm over analyzing. But I'd like to think this way. Why? Because this analysis, makes me love Sui-chan more...
Thank you Hoshimachi Suisei
Thank you Hoshimachi Suisei
