I woke up this morning with messages from loved ones wishing me a Happy Birthday.. I am happy, truly happy. Every year I always look forward for my natal day, planning months in advance on what to prepare for the party. But now no more..

.. Is it because of the pandemic? Maybe? Nah! I don't think so. Then why? Because I realize that it's not about the gathering, it's not about the party, it's not about how many people greeted you on fb. Although these are good, but there's something that's even better..

.. It's all about Him. It's all about Jesus (really, Allin?). Yep! I know it may sound cringy to some (I respect you guys), but yeah, this is me now! Before, yes I pray everyday(Our Father), I never stopped. So what changed?! I felt him, he woke me up from my slumber..

.. "Praying everyday is good, but 'nak you can do better. Come home!". Since January, I have slowly found my way back to Him. It's not easy, but still I persevere. It's not always sunny days, storms are still looming in my life. But surprisingly I am calm, because He' s with me..

.. What an amazing journey! I am truly blessed. Thank you Lord for calling me back to you, it took me 32 years but here I am! Thank you for never giving up on me..

.. There are people who helped me in this journey, aside from my family and friends. They don't know that I exist but still I would like to take this opportunity to thank them..

.. @TheJuans_BAND @carlguevarra09 @JapsMendoza @rjscruz_ @josh_coronel and bday boy @ChaelAdriano.. You guys are the reason why I what to know Him more. I got jealous (I know it's not good), but yeah, I got jealous with how deep is your relationship with God..

.. Keep on doing what you're doing. You have inspired a lot of people to not just love God in silence but instead to shout it out with all our hearts. I am proud to say that I am a Juanista (since Jan 2020 ) @TheJuanistas..

.. For the Sunday masses online, thank God for technology. Bro @BoSanchez and Bro. Audie Villaraza for preaching God's words, making us newbies able to fully understand his messages. Because of The Feast, Christian songs are on repeat in my Spotify (who would have thought)..

.. Because of The Feast I had a Light Group with people who understands my journey and who does not judge. I'm actually teary eyed typing this because it's not even the Ber months yet, but a lot has happened and I know great things are yet to come. ..

.. This thread is relly long . I just want to let this overflowing emotions out. Thank you Lord for an amazing chapter. I'm ecstatic to unravel your perfect plans for me. I LOVE YOU! #32nd