tw// suicide (thoughts)

hello i dont want to post this on my main and i dont have a dump account either so ill probably trash this here i have no intention of bothering yall but i really wanna let this out& i feel like exploding. i was fine few minutes ago idk what happened but

all i could think of rn is suicide. i thought ive overcome this bs already i thought ive won the battle. right now idk what to do but all i knows my minds pretty messed up my brains kinda throbbing feels like my heads bout to crack in two i want these thoughts out of my mind

no, this isnt because i tried to read the complete manual of suicide in fact i wanna read it because of these exasperating thoughts loading up my head although im pretty sure im far from commiting self harm rn bc i personally dont like physical pain but whp knows

gn ill delete this thread later im sorry if i ruined your vibes im just a big ass ball of negativity and idiocy nd such a sore loser ily all tho thanks for hearing me out peace out