oh are we doing august 2019 v august 2020?

getting hotter by orders of magnitude with each passing year

hell with it, let’s do the whole-ass 5 year timeline of my transition.

2015 - come home from korea, sure that if i dont transition i will kill myself. immediately get a job as a high school teacher that prevents me from transitioning. whoops.

still, i count it as a start lol

2016 - i move to germany. i spend a lot of time hanging out in squats and wear a lot of wigs. there are a kajillion hoops to jump thru to get hormones, and i trip on every one. i am a total disaster

2017 - move to amsterdam. i have A W F U L hair. i am still hotter than i was last year, and a thousand times less depressed.

2018 - oh gosh the clip-in bangs. oh jeez.

bunch of awful stuff happens in amsterdam. i run home to the us. i’m starting to look like ya girl. i am rebuilding my whole ass life while i rebuild my whole ass me. it’s a weird year.

2019 - heyyy look at that i got like a lot cuter. and i fell in love! a couple times, actually? that was p dope. also top surgery happened!

2020 - i’m insanely hot literally all the time, and nobody has the authority to make it stop.

idk what the point of any of this was except that it’s cool to see how far i’ve come and maybe it’s good to reflect on the fact that every year, i look back on old pictures and think “gosh i look so different than i did 365 days ago.”