// school , anxiety / panic mentions , possible thoughts of self-harm , self-loathing on thread
OH MY FUCKING GOD I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH. I JUST AWNT TO PUNCH SOMETHING SO HARD MY FIST BLEEDS I DONT CARE I JUST WANNA BITE MY FINGER OFF I FELL ASLEEP AND ALMOST MISSED (1/?)

// school , anxiety / panic mentions , possible thoughts of self-harm , self-loathing on thread
WHAT WAS - IS MY FIRST HOMEWORK THING AND I ALMOST FUCKING MISSED IT. I WOKE UP AT 9:40 AND I DIDN& #39;T CHECK TEAMS AND THEN AT 10:30 I CHECK IT AND I HAD TO DO SOMETHING BUT I DIDNT

// school , anxiety / panic mentions , possible thoughts of self-harm , self-loathing on thread
BECAUSE I FUCKING OVERSLEPT AND DIDN& #39;T BOTHER TO CHECK OH MY FUCKING GOD IM SUCH A FUCKING FAILURE I WANT TO SLAM MY HEAD AGAISNT A WALL IM GOING GENUINELY MENTAL RIGHT NOW

// school , anxiety / panic mentions , possible thoughts of self-harm , self-loathing on thread
IM LITERALLY ALMOST PANICKING BECAUSE OF THIS I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL I SHOULDN& #39;T HAVE PASSED THAT EXAM THAT LET ME IN SCHOOL MAYBE I WOULDN& #39;T BE STRUGGLING LIKE THIS RIGHT NOW

// school , anxiety / panic mentions , possible thoughts of self-harm , self-loathing on thread
BUT IF I DID I& #39;D BE CONSIDERED A FUCKING FAILURE. BUT HERE I AM, I PASSED THAT EXAM BUT I ALMOST FUCKING MISSED MY HOMEWORK WHY AM I SO FUCKING STUPID I HATE MYSELF

// school , anxiety / panic mentions , possible thoughts of self-harm , self-loathing on thread
I HOPE I LITERALLY PUNCH SOMETHING AND BREAK MY HAND I DON& #39;T CARE ANYMORE IM SO MAD AT MYSELF I WANT TO CRY BUT I FUCKING CAN& #39;T ALL I DO IS SHED A TEAR IM SO FUCKING MISERABLE"·%!·"=5%

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// violent thoughts ??? , violence
I WANT TO PUNCH SOMEONE AND END THEM SO BAD RIGHT NOW I REALLY WANT TO I REALLY NEED TO PUNCH SOMETHING BUT I& #39;D EITHER BREAK IT OR BREAK MY HAND SO IM JUST HERE LOSING IT AND BOTTLING IT UP BECAUSE THATS THE ONLY THING I CAN DO RIGHT