One of my bestest friends said the n word for two whole years. I disagreed and kept telling him to stop. He wouldn& #39;t. But he was there for me in my hardest moments during hs. I couldn& #39;t just erase our bond like that.

After two years of trying, he finally got it. He stopped.

He has never hurt me on purpose. He has never mocked me on purpose. He has never tried to ruin me. He was never a bad person even if people said bad things about him.

I still disagreed with him, and some of his choices.

But damn, I couldn& #39;t help but care. I really couldnt.

So I stayed, I stayed and let myself get frustrated and disagree, and we may have fought at some point about it but god damn it i still cared.

It took him two fucking years, but thank god.

Thank fucking god.

Because I still love him. He was and still is my friend.

I understand we are all frustrated with the ccs we loves choices but at the end of the day.

They are human people who may or may not have had a human connection with the person you dont want them to be around.

You cant just- erase that.

Its their choice if they want to.