i feel like she’s not really listening in the same way :/ i miss her but she’s not even gone. i’m lonely and she’s right next to me. i’m sort of shattered guys.
i was so distraught last night and had an absolutely fitful sleep, but waking up to messages like this makes it all worth it.
i made one mistake and accidentally sent her a delicious sub sandwich and i think she’s through. i can tell, her heart’s not in this anymore. i need to do what’s best for me and move on, even though it’s painful. i truly do love her, so i am going to let her go.