This is going to be long but bear with me because I really want to talk about this: So I was always curious about the drugs that where in the exilir, aka in Saeran's body. So I investigated (+)
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First we have the cactus thingy which is a hallucinogen. Then we have methanol which "may be fatal/lethal or cause blindness and damage to the liver, kidneys, and heart if swallowed" (wiki), and lastly we have mushrooms. They didn't specify which type of mushrooms tho (+)

But there are mushrooms that are also hallucinogens. So we have all this shit in this poor boy's body and he's not dead. HOW?! And he ingested this for so many years wtf. Of course this is a game and it's fictional because I think that irl he should be dead by now. (+)

Knowing all this it freaks me up, how this poor guy thinks that drinking this makes him healthier when it's actually killing him slowly. He's not stronger, he's just so freaking drugged that he thinks he's strong. That also helps Rika to control him easily. (+)

He's not sick because of "lack of faith" , he's dying! I still can't understand where did Rika got all those ingredients and just gives it to everyone like it's Gaterode. She doesn't need the drugs to control him, he's already too emotionally messed up, so why the drugs!? (+)

It really breaks my heart when he's feeling sick now that I know wtf was in that drink. He says he's weak but I think it's all the contrary, he's so strong! V freaking almost die after ingesting the elixir one time and Saeran has been driking it for years already.(+)

Even more, with no food or drink. He just doesn't understand how strong he is and he should go to a hospital. I genuinely want to see him go to the hospital in his ae so I can be sure that all that shit it's out of his system now, it's poison! (+)

That's it, sorry but I really needed to vent about it. Here you have a cute baby to protect