“How do you last in this line of business” a thread

You dont last— you’ll be completely consumed and slowly die from the inside.

What keeps me alive is that i’ve always hold on to some part of my dreams— becoming an actor. Entering in showbiz was really hard and long story

So everytime napupunta ako sa mga booking ko, ive always thought that this is just a roleplay, that i was given a role to do a sex scene and will always have this role for awhile

I never degrade myself doing so and never see how dirty i was. When my clients get satisfied i just thought how i perfectly delivered the scene that is supposed to.

I complain sometimes but never regret what i am right now— i was 17 when life made me choose. How can you be good when there’s no right choices?

So i stick to the option that is somewhat close to becoming a star— i choose to play dirty and choose the money, because it gives you power to reach the star.