Irvin & I are huge bb fans. Their songs played a huge part in our relationship. When Irvin passed away 2 months ago, I saw this on his Tiktok (set to private) Note how he changed the lyric. (We’ve been together for almost 7 years)

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🎶" title="Mehrere Musiknoten" aria-label="Emoji: Mehrere Musiknoten">: Pagtingin #WhoIsBenAndBen https://twitter.com/miguelbenjamin_/status/1297859518009733122">https://twitter.com/miguelben...
4 months ago, I saw Andrew’s post about KK & asked if they can deliver to him since he’s losing hope sa chemo niya. Nag request ako if they can just put a simple note na “Get well soon, Irvin” but Erika offered to write a letter instead. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🎶" title="Mehrere Musiknoten" aria-label="Emoji: Mehrere Musiknoten">: Make It With You #WhoIsBenAndBen
After 24 hours, we lost him. He had difficulty in breathing. I did CPR at ramdam ko ‘yung huling hinga niya. Binigay niya siguro sa akin because he knew wala na rin akong oxygen. (Heart probs) Hanggang sa huli, ako pa rin ang pinili niya.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🎶" title="Mehrere Musiknoten" aria-label="Emoji: Mehrere Musiknoten"> Araw Araw
#WhoIsBenAndBen
Simula nang mawala si Irvin Jan, I felt so empty. He promised me na pupunta kami sa next live gig ng Bens/ Paskuhan once he recovered. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> He was also planning to get them for our wedding.

Pero baka sa susunod na habang buhay na lang namin matutuloy ang kasal. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">
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Araw araw kung iniisip bakit masyado pang maaga, para mawala si Irvin Jan. Ang sakit sakit. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

Hindi ko pa rin matanggap, pero ang sabi nga ng Bens, lahat ng ito ay may dahilan.

I just hope that when we see each other again, there’d be a lifetime waiting for us.
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