Damien wants to commit arson to self because he wants his best friend back and should probably seek mental help but won't because he'll lie to his therapist because he's scared of being taken away from his family because he loves them and he doesn't like sudden new places.

it's three am and damien can only fucking cope in so many ways because he fucked up a friendship with the one person he felt like he could vent to at any point in time and it helped and he needs her back but he can't get her back because he's an asshole and just needs someone.

damien can't call or text any hotlines right now because damien doesn't have data due to parents thinking he doesn't need any because school isn't in person for a while. he should go to sleep and just pretend everything is okay and delete this thread in the morning. he'll do that