Damien wants to commit arson to self because he wants his best friend back and should probably seek mental help but won& #39;t because he& #39;ll lie to his therapist because he& #39;s scared of being taken away from his family because he loves them and he doesn& #39;t like sudden new places.

it& #39;s three am and damien can only fucking cope in so many ways because he fucked up a friendship with the one person he felt like he could vent to at any point in time and it helped and he needs her back but he can& #39;t get her back because he& #39;s an asshole and just needs someone.

damien can& #39;t call or text any hotlines right now because damien doesn& #39;t have data due to parents thinking he doesn& #39;t need any because school isn& #39;t in person for a while. he should go to sleep and just pretend everything is okay and delete this thread in the morning. he& #39;ll do that