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TW//DEATH, DEPRESSION
"Suga-san... Are u coming to practice?"
Ennoshita texted in his phone, eagerly waiting for a reply. He& #39;s always the first one to come to their morning practices so rn he& #39;s waiting for the others to come.
He swallowed a lump when he finally got one.
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"Suga-san... Are u coming to practice?"
Ennoshita texted in his phone, eagerly waiting for a reply. He& #39;s always the first one to come to their morning practices so rn he& #39;s waiting for the others to come.
He swallowed a lump when he finally got one.
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"I& #39;m sorry"
It took him a few seconds to think of another reply but then he finally typed..
"No it& #39;s ok. Take care of urself."
He waited for his reply but he never got one again so he finally turned off his phone and sighed.
Few mins later.. The rest of the team came.
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It took him a few seconds to think of another reply but then he finally typed..
"No it& #39;s ok. Take care of urself."
He waited for his reply but he never got one again so he finally turned off his phone and sighed.
Few mins later.. The rest of the team came.
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A gloomy eerie aura surrounding them as if it& #39;s the end of the world.. Asahi especially. Dark circles can be seen from his face. It looks like he& #39;d never got a good night sleep.
"Come on guys! 50 laps is waiting for y& #39;all! We got the interhigh coming up if i should just remind+
"Come on guys! 50 laps is waiting for y& #39;all! We got the interhigh coming up if i should just remind+
you."
They all looked up to see Ennoshita, already finished in setting up the net, with a wide grin on his face.
They too,forced a smile, and nodded.
Everyone proceeded to their practice like it& #39;s just like any other days of the past.
But they all know well.. that it& #39;s not
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They all looked up to see Ennoshita, already finished in setting up the net, with a wide grin on his face.
They too,forced a smile, and nodded.
Everyone proceeded to their practice like it& #39;s just like any other days of the past.
But they all know well.. that it& #39;s not
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+How can it all go back to the normal days? Where they can smile freely and enjoy the one thing all of them enjoy together?
How can it if the person who& #39;s always there to motivate them had lost all his hope?
"Suga-san didn& #39;t came again?"
Tanaka asked Ennoshita during+
How can it if the person who& #39;s always there to motivate them had lost all his hope?
"Suga-san didn& #39;t came again?"
Tanaka asked Ennoshita during+
+ their break
Ennoshita was hesitating to answer but then.. he smiled.
"Don& #39;t worry.. He will eventually. We just need to get stronger by the time he gets back."
A few seconds of silence until a tear came from Tanaka& #39;s eye. He got surprised bcs for someone with a strong +
Ennoshita was hesitating to answer but then.. he smiled.
"Don& #39;t worry.. He will eventually. We just need to get stronger by the time he gets back."
A few seconds of silence until a tear came from Tanaka& #39;s eye. He got surprised bcs for someone with a strong +
mental fortitude.. he rarely cries. It was because he saw an image he thought he& #39;ll never see again
& #39;A smile on a face of a foundation they can rely on.& #39;
Ennoshita knowing more.. just looked at him without his smile fading. He handed him a towel and grasp his shoulder as he
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& #39;A smile on a face of a foundation they can rely on.& #39;
Ennoshita knowing more.. just looked at him without his smile fading. He handed him a towel and grasp his shoulder as he
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went away.
"It& #39;ll all be alright."
The break finished and all of them got back to practice.. with Ennoshita on the lead even if he& #39;s still a second year.
The day ended like the other past few days.. Coming to practice isn& #39;t the same anymore but they still do anyways.
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"It& #39;ll all be alright."
The break finished and all of them got back to practice.. with Ennoshita on the lead even if he& #39;s still a second year.
The day ended like the other past few days.. Coming to practice isn& #39;t the same anymore but they still do anyways.
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All of them went home except for Ennoshita.. who watched the back of his teammates slowly fading in the horizon.
He let out a sigh he& #39;s been holding for the whole day and walked.
His feet dragged him to a spookish place.
The cemetery
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He let out a sigh he& #39;s been holding for the whole day and walked.
His feet dragged him to a spookish place.
The cemetery
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He looked around the graves.. his smile already faded, nothing but a blank emotion on his face. His eyes fixated on one and his feet finally stopped.
Fresh flowers were nicely arranged on this one grave.. like someone has been visiting for almost everyday.
"So this is where
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He looked around the graves.. his smile already faded, nothing but a blank emotion on his face. His eyes fixated on one and his feet finally stopped.
Fresh flowers were nicely arranged on this one grave.. like someone has been visiting for almost everyday.
"So this is where
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.. Suga-san usually stays. "
He layed down and sit on the cement in front of the grave. He looked up and saw the clouds giving of a reddish hue.. he smiled.. this time a genuinely sad one and looked back at the grave again.
"Daichi-san... "
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He layed down and sit on the cement in front of the grave. He looked up and saw the clouds giving of a reddish hue.. he smiled.. this time a genuinely sad one and looked back at the grave again.
"Daichi-san... "
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"... I c-can& #39;t take it anymore."
A sob he& #39;s been holding back for the last few days since that accident finally breaks out. His whole body was shaking and his shoulders were moving up and down.
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"... I c-can& #39;t take it anymore."
A sob he& #39;s been holding back for the last few days since that accident finally breaks out. His whole body was shaking and his shoulders were moving up and down.
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"I& #39;m sorry.. It& #39;s just hard.. R-really hard.. I& #39;m trying my best.. I really am.. B-but... but.. I& #39;m just not enough.. I will n-never be.."
More sobs were released until his body felt weak and needed his hands to be his support. His tears dripped down on the engraved name
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More sobs were released until his body felt weak and needed his hands to be his support. His tears dripped down on the engraved name
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on the tomb..
Sawamura Daichi
"If that day never happened, If u didn& #39;t got hit by that damn car.. If u were still alive.. For sure.. Things could& #39;ve been different... I won& #39;t be here forcing myself to pretend that I can do it.. For the team..
I c-can do it...Just like you
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Sawamura Daichi
"If that day never happened, If u didn& #39;t got hit by that damn car.. If u were still alive.. For sure.. Things could& #39;ve been different... I won& #39;t be here forcing myself to pretend that I can do it.. For the team..
I c-can do it...Just like you
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but fvck it.. I can& #39;t."
Tears keep dripping down from his face and he didn& #39;t bother to wipe them. This place is the only place he can be real with himself.
The place where he can vent out his frustrations and insecurities.
The place where he can freely cry..
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Tears keep dripping down from his face and he didn& #39;t bother to wipe them. This place is the only place he can be real with himself.
The place where he can vent out his frustrations and insecurities.
The place where he can freely cry..
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The place where the person he looks up to and he will never see again, lies.
He felt the brush of the cold wind that wrapped his entire body.. calming himself down.
Slowly..his body stopped shaking.. And no more tears came from his eyes.
He stood up and wiped his face
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The place where the person he looks up to and he will never see again, lies.
He felt the brush of the cold wind that wrapped his entire body.. calming himself down.
Slowly..his body stopped shaking.. And no more tears came from his eyes.
He stood up and wiped his face
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"Daichi-san... I will never be like you. But still.. Don& #39;t think i will just sit here and won& #39;t try to surpass you...
I will try... Even if i know i can& #39;t.."
Ennoshita stayed there for a while until his eyes weren& #39;t red anymore...
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I will try... Even if i know i can& #39;t.."
Ennoshita stayed there for a while until his eyes weren& #39;t red anymore...
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And then he inhaled the scent of the wind of the setting sun..and sighed
The heavy feeling of burden, dragging him like chains.. will never be gone. Like hell it would.
But still... He once again force a smile.. And left the place like he never went there.
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The heavy feeling of burden, dragging him like chains.. will never be gone. Like hell it would.
But still... He once again force a smile.. And left the place like he never went there.
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