Let me start a thread about my firsts and the firsts I wanna have like mafuki

And so my first starting with childhood HM.. first friend zuairiya that I lost after a year. First besty Nishat..lost after some year.. first fall in love..it's tough..I guess riyad..after class 3 was the only class..I had boys to talk to me.. First real long love.. :') Nadib.

So all these are lost.. then let's talk about first doings..first online friend to audio call is Ann..
So dear future person...to let you know. My first late night talks ..is already stolen by limie .. that's the reason I started this thread.. I want you to give me the same feels

Someday again.. for some days after losing her..it was so tough for me..to even let go nights so easily like this.. I realized what firsts actually feel like .. I really did love her.. huh? In a bad way I guess.. ah.. I wish it was allowed