how i really feel
i feel like i’m alone in this world. no one ever talks to me and when they do the conversations end as soon as they start. my notifications are always at zero because that’s just another thing reminding me that no one cares
i’m a piece of shit that no one cares about. no wonder i don’t have any friends. and i’ll be honest seeing y’all interact with each other and being like “ omg this gc is so fun! “ and “ it’s an inside joke from a gc” makes me sad
and yes i’m jealous because i know i’ll never have friends like that. i really just wanna be included and that makes me seem like such an attention seeker but i’m sorry i really just wanna be cared about
i love all of you so much and it breaks my heart when no one loves me back. sometimes i’ll change apps from tiktok to twitter and i’ll see i have no notifications and no messages.
it makes me sad. and i just wanna fall on the floor and cry. it makes me want to throw my phone up against my wall.
i’m sorry but i really just wanna be included in things. that’s literally it. and i say it over and over and over again and no one does nothing to fix it.