I stay quite on a lot of things but , The worst feeling ever is suffering a miscarriage and having a abortion and not being able to talk about it or have the person there by your side who you laid down with because he got to much pride and ego. I’ve been embraced to much
By this man. Never have I been the one that can play victim to the situation cause I chose to deal with someone for a period of time I knew nothing about and let alone was fucked up in life from his past relationships and cause he doesn’t know what love is . Men have no idea
How hard it is to go through things like that and will carry on to fucking the next female on they list , go about they day and don’t care about you at all. The terrible dreams the none sleeping , depression suicidal thoughts , feeling bad for what you have did cause you know
you wouldn’t wanna bring a child into the world that wouldn’t have a positive father figure in there life. It’s crazy how people are fucked up and make you think your a wrongful person in life. Never been a physical comfort or even saying I’m sorry for putting you through
Reaching out to talk about me feeling dark but calling me names and making it seem like it’s something else when it’s not. Narcissistic behavior and not once’s a “ I’m sorry for hurting you “ I fault myself cause he showed me red flags several
times. and leaving me in a terrible place cause it’s not his body. I pray this dark cloud is dismissing soon day by day I feel even lower. Lady’s please be careful who you give time and energy to and make the right decisions who you wanna let into your space on earth.
Never be genuine to a person that showed you a shit stick more then twice and never lay down with a man that won’t be there for you during rain , snow , or sunshine , when you in a fucked up place. This man will never reach out to send a text , call , or roses