as you can tell i have changed username & thats because miss lee yubin has taken over as my main girl in deukae and my main kpop girl in general , i wanna explain a little , i take ulting & stuff pretty seriously so i just want to share my emotions and feelings about this below♡

first of all , no , siyeon isnt removed from my ult list , and she will never be , shes helped me through so much shit and shes so special to me and she has earned her rightful place in my heart forever , thats never gonna change ever ♡

okay lets begin , like i said , i take ulting pretty seriously and thats because for me , the people who are my ults arent just my kpop idols , they are my comfort people , they are the people who’s personalities help me through my hard days and help me smile when im down ...

... i have a pretty hard time with friends in real life , i have one friend near me where i live and a few close ones here which im super thankful for but they cant always be here for me every moment i have a panic attack or feel down and i dont expect them to +

and here is where my ults come in , lia , siyeon , both who i love very much and jungkook , the reason i am alive and breathing , and i am so beyond thankful for all of them , they are my inspirations in life , and they give me comfort and strength in many different ways ♡

jungkook , he is my ult of ults , and thats just a phrase i use on twitter cause it isnt really enough to describe what he ACTUALLY means to me , and now i have started getting the same feelings with dami , miss lee yubin ++

they both are a little bit above everyone else for me , just like jungkook have been for the past 2 years, recently dami has become too , the person i go to when life is the hardest and i dont know how to cope with myself , my comfort , my safety , my home ♡

in conclusion , so i dont make this too long , dami makes me happier than i have been in a long time and along with jungkook she makes up 1/2 of my heart , siyeon and lia has their pieces too , always, but something about dami just feels like MY PERSON , you know ++

and I know you might find it silly I explain all this but I just wanted to let the world know how much she has become and is becoming to mean to me and it’s beautiful , my love for her grows every minute and I wouldn’t have it any other way ♡

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