I know i said I’ve been preparing this big text but to be quite fair I feel like I go too much into detail about my own trauma with this and I’m not ready to show that to the public do I’ll just try and shortly elaborate about what else happened between me and moa-

Since in general, it’s a lot. It was petty stuff such as I had to whiteknight for her during stupid discord dramas up to I ended up self harming multiple times due to stress with her

About the second one, this actually happened while we were at the hotels. The first time she visited was around February to March I think. Mellie, one of my alters, had a panic attack in the middle of the night because of the sexual stuff and broke a glass and used the shards-

To c*t our wrists. Moa bought bandages the following day

The second time was in August, just a few weeks ago. We stayed a few kilometres away from my home facility, my caretaker insisted on visiting the hotel daily to check up on me. I was heavily against this at that time but looking back now I am incredibly glad she cared this much

Moa and I had disputes daily because I had hard times going outside and was being distant in her opinion. I am an autist so I usually just need distance since social interaction is hard for me. She kept on saying she spent so much money just

To sit around doing „nothing“ when I tried explaining to her multiple times that I was (and still am) in a very bad spot mentally and thus wasn’t capable of doing anything exciting and needed a bit of distance but still appreciated her visiting me

We both heavily misunderstood one another about our issues. We then had one argument where shit got really bad. Moa then went for a walk for around 30 mins to calm down and I ended up c*tting myself in the hotel room‘s bathtub.

The entire bathroom was a mess after and I lost a lot of blood. I am glad I didn’t do more though since I was feeling extremely s*icidal at that time. Moa also bought bandages the next day then.
Back at the facility I got told by multiple caretakers who Rebandaged my arm that

The c*ts should definitely have gotten stitched but they were too old (they need to get stitched within around 6-12 hours after or otherwise there’s a higher risk of infection I believe) so this didn’t happen.

(Within that time she was at the hotel we also ended up making out but didn’t take it beyond that ))

This is about all I can remember right now. I should mention that this was written by multiple alters but we used „I“ so it wouldn’t be too confusing.

Incase we manage to remember more we will add onto this thread or make a new one.