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Step one - shut the actual fuck up. No you fucking don’t. You don’t want an eating disorder. You want to lose weight. You don’t want this. You don’t want to have panic attacks over too many calories. You don’t want to have panic attacks over sandwiches. You (+)
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Step one - shut the actual fuck up. No you fucking don’t. You don’t want an eating disorder. You want to lose weight. You don’t want this. You don’t want to have panic attacks over too many calories. You don’t want to have panic attacks over sandwiches. You (+)
(+) don’t want to feel sick just thinking about eating food. You don’t want to have to count every calorie and check the scales every second. You don’t want to obsess over getting exercise and cry when you can’t/don’t. You don’t want to have thin hair. You don’t want awful (+)
(+) teeth. You don’t want social anxiety. You don’t want body dysmorphia. You don’t want depression. You don’t want a constant feeling of weakness. You don’t want to pass out every second of your life. You don’t want to see the tiniest bit of fat on your body and start (+)
(+) sobbing your eyes out over it. You don’t want to chew gum constantly, telling yourself that your not hungry when you know you are. You don’t want to plan out every meal of every day. You don’t want everything to feel like a 15kg dumbbell to you. You don’t want to have (+)
(+) bright red knees from kneeling over the toilet all day. You don’t want to force yourself to put your fingers down your throat after every meal. You don’t want to constantly think about if every meal you want to eat is healthy or not. You don’t want to think about what (+)
(+) you eat, YOU DONT WANT THIS YOU FUCKING MORON YOU DONT WANT THIS SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU DONT WANT A FUCKING EATING DISORDER SHUT UP SHUT UP THIS IS HELL FUCK YOU SHUT THE ACTUAL FUCK UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP (+)
(+) THIS ISNT FUN OR CUTE OR QUIRKY THIS IS FUCKING TORTURE SHUT UP THIS ISNT A DIET THIS IS AN ILLNESS WE ARE SICK SHUT THE ACTUAL FUCK UP GET OUT AND FIND AN ACTUAL DIET YOU DONT WANT AN EATING DISORDER SHUT UP SHUT UP S H U T U P !!
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