im so miserable but no one notices or cares
i hate sad posting and forcing my emotions onto random people but the people who usually ask and pick up on my emotions haven’t been, and i feel like a selfish burden when starting a self centered conversation about my mental health unprompted
tw - ed, sh
ive relapsed really badly and “relapse” is becoming my everyday and i can’t keep up at this pace anymore but i don’t have any support or resources and im in such a stressful place (starting school) that just adds to my anxieties and self doubt so badly
ive relapsed really badly and “relapse” is becoming my everyday and i can’t keep up at this pace anymore but i don’t have any support or resources and im in such a stressful place (starting school) that just adds to my anxieties and self doubt so badly
i think that constantly pumping out negativity about yourself online is more harmful than helpful but im so fucking frustrated of not being able to express how i feel and be comfortable doing it
the last week has been nothing but s*uicid*l and self deprecating thoughts on a constant loop in my head like a broken record and im going to snap
im so scared of being alone that i give the world for other people who don’t think of me once they’re done using me https://open.spotify.com/track/36A3tGPwQJXcASoLeTPdLv?si=93YSlqTUSPijzm9mrXh7ag">https://open.spotify.com/track/36A...
i feel like im too mentally ill to love or be loved properly