A struggling thread as to why "this is me trying" can also be perceived as song about not being able to fulfill your partner& #39;s sexual needs.
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And trying your best to do sohttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

"I& #39;ve been having a hard time adjusting, I had the shiniest wheels now they& #39;re rusting" it& #39;s pretty straightforward indicating the person used to be pretty good at s3x but slowly deteriorating https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

"I didn& #39;t know if you& #39;d care if I came back, I& #39;ve a lot of regrets abt that" https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">the girl didn& #39;t think the guy would care for her cuz she& #39;s sooo bad at s3x nowadays and she regrets even going back to him as she embarrasses herself by performing so badly.

"And I don& #39;t quite know what to say but I& #39;m here in your doorway" "I just wanted you to know that this is me trying" the girl doesn& #39;t wanna give up and keeps trying to better herself at s3x. So she keeps trying. "They told me all of my cages were mental": she seeked advice++

From others and they said you can& #39;t perform well because you THINK you can& #39;t, they said it was all in her head and she should try with an open head without thinking so she got wasted (drank a lot to stop overthinking) just like how++

All her potential to perform amazingly at s3x had got wasted and she had become bad at ithttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">
Hence the line "So I got wasted like all my potential"
Also the lines "pouring out my heart to a stranger" " it& #39;s hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you" i can go on and on.

P.S - https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤡" title="Clownsgesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Clownsgesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👉" title="Rückhand Zeigefinger nach rechts" aria-label="Emoji: Rückhand Zeigefinger nach rechts">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👈" title="Rückhand Zeigefinger nach links" aria-label="Emoji: Rückhand Zeigefinger nach links">I know the artist& #39;s intention is personal, emotional and really meaningful. This thread is meant to be a joke so please don& #39;t drag me omg.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">Also Taylor bby if u see this I& #39;m just playin don& #39;t blacklist me SLSKSKSK ily