TW; suicide, death

I went to bed hoping that I wouldn& #39;t wake up. But I dreamed & opened my eyes.

I have always had a loose relationship with the idea of being alive, & can sincerely say that with a clear mind.

People are taught to believe that it& #39;s because someone doesn& #39;t feel

TW; suicide, death

cared for, but you can know you& #39;re loved & deeply love others & honestly not want to be alive.

So, this isn& #39;t a [they need to know how much they are cared for] moment. This is me; and I can type this with a clear mind. This is my reality, everyday.

TW; suicide, death

Please, no comments on how you& #39;re glad that I am alive. Yes, I am fine & safe. I am clear minded & am not looking for comfort.